1 month from today our lives will change

One month from today our lives will change. It will be the day Chuck gets a vasectomy reversal.I'm so nervous as the day approaches. I can't believe it will come so quick,I mean in exactly 1 month. I keep thinking of what we will be doing the night before,the week after,2 weeks after,a month after. I wonder when our great Lord will bless us. I think we will wait a bit for some unresolved matters to take place first before we begin our journey of trying to concieve. It's nothing God can't fix and we will take whatever the good Lord has in store for us.
I often lay in bed and wonder when I do get preggo,what we will have,will he be a he,or will she be a she. I'm so wanting another little boy b/c my little boy is turning out to be a big boy now,and I'll be saying good-bye for college,and I'll miss him.I so want another little princess like her sisters. In fact my oldest daughter said to me the other day " mom I dreamed you had another little girl and she looked just like Catey".
Another chapter in our lives will begin August 29th.

My son was assulted and beaten

Last night,will be a night not forgotten. We dropped our boy off at a friends house to only be beaten

The night before my wedding

As tomorrow approaches,it will be our 12th yr anniversary. Tonight,I sit and remember the night before I married the man of my dreams. I remember sitting with my best freind,cousin and yes,even my daughter Nicole. We all sat around laughing and giggling. My soon to be husband was away with a friend spending the night,I'll never forgot how nervous I was that I had finally met the man who I'd spend the rest of my life with,that we'd have 7 children,4 of whom were our's together. I never thought in a million years,I'd still be married and still in love with him,like it was yesterday.
I remember waking up and thinking today I'm getting married,oh how that day would change my life forever.
It was July 26th, 1996 in San Diego California in a nice little chapel on the Navy base where my husband would be stationed.

I love you honey always and forever.

Ally learned her back walk over for cheer

OMYGOSH!!!!!!!



My little girls learned to do a back walk over today.I'm sooo excited. This has been challenging in itself. It has been a long journey for her and she finally did it.

YIPPPEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Our summer fun day in the sun

Pictures from our fun in the sun day

Today

Today has been so much fun spending it with my girls. My handsome boys are working so today is just the girls and I.
We first went to Walmart,our daily does of Wally World,it's a redneck thing. We have to have our daily fix. It was fun each of us looked at things we'd like to have,our wish list. Then we bought a few groceries,and off to home for our lunch. Ally had ravioli's,Emily & I ate Tuna sandwiches,and Catey well her toddler meal,which was raviolis and veggies. Then it was playtime outside in the pool. We had a blast. We also played in the water,Catey was having a blast because she got to hold the water hose. That was amazing to her,go figure. It's the littlest things that make a little one happy.
Now we are off to put our free mulch we picked up in our garden beds,and fix them.
I'll post pictures for y'all to see.

The loss of a child

This past Wednesday,I had the unfortunate experience attending a funderal for a friend of mine from church. It was the funeral of her little boy Clayton Dean,he was 2 1/2 yrs old. He was so full of life,vibrant,smiling and very high strung,but what little boy isn't.

It was a very sad day for all of us on Wednesday July 16th,it would be a day that would change all of us at church.The Sunday before was when we all got the terrible news of little Clayton passing.. The accident happened Saturday night July 12th. I got a call that night that they had been a bad accident,it was my friend,her daughter,her son and her niece. That night her little boy Clayton went to meet the Lord.

Today I sit here and look at my babies and thank God I have them safe and sound. I see Emily's vibrant little smile with her big brown eyes. Her beautiful blonde hair and the light that makes her shine. The love of the Lord she reveals daily. I see Ally,my almost 7yr old and can't forget the day I gave birth,or the day I found out. My Ally,her blonde hair and her brown eyes,so full of life. My red headed Catey,her beautiful big blue eyes and her crooked little smile,her funny little laugh,when her sisters push her around the room on her scooter. Corey,my strong willed argumentative son,who will forever live with his parents,so he says. He is my ray of sunshine,my little man is no little boy anymore,he is almost a man. Brandon,to whom I care for,the boy who was once this sweet little,quite,shy little boy is now becoming a young teen at the age of 16.My big girl and first born,Nicole,we have had our differences and have always bounced back. We have such a close relationship. A mother and daughter relationship that will never cease.The kind of relationship,you wish you had with your own mother,the kind where you could talk about anything.

To my babies,I pray daily the Lord watches over you. I pray his angels cover you during your time away from me.

I pray for my friend and her family,for guidance,for peace and understanding.

My 1st born baby doesn't live at home anymore

1st of July and still so man things to do!!!!!!

Well, today is the 1st of July and yet we can't decide what we are doing school wise for our girls. I want to homeschool,but feel it may be ovewhelming for me,as I will be in school as well. I thought about the private academy for both,but that would be too expensive. Today I thought well, if I work part-time and go to school part-time,I could possibly swing it,but then again, it would mean driving Chuck to work everyday as we only have one car.
I can't make a decision,and I have prayed about it,so I'll leave it up to the lord.

Today we decorated the girls room,we painted it Blessed Rose,it's soo cute. I can't wait. Tomorrow we will be hanging up knick knacks and things. It will be fun decorating a girls room all over again. Kind of makes me feel as if a new baby is coming. I love decorating nurseries.

My poor little Catey bug is a little sick today. Since coming home from CA and being near the wild fires,it has affected her. She is coughing soo much,plus has a runny nose. My poor little girl. The Dr said "Give her,her treatments twice a day".