Boy!!!! hit with ingratitude

I have been struggling so much lately well the past few years with the loss of my precious angels we have so much wanted and bam it hit me as I was reading Fierce Women and she talks about ingratitude, which is pride, the why me!

Found out last week we are expecting

Last Saturday, found out after a year and finally giving up, we are pregnant, due Dec 22.
 Iam excited and extremely nervous.