I have been reading a very awesome book

Ok,so first I am a born again Christian,have been since I was 16yrs old. My husband as well. I have not walked the walk with God or for God like I should so many times.Lately I have had this conviction to start walking the walk that God has designed me and so many Christians to walk.
I have been going to my womens bible study and God has blessed us sooo much,beyond anything I can comprehend even when I thought God had forgotten us,he gave us a miracle Child.
So, I have been reading this book and I have to say it's is absolutely awesome,it has opened my eyes, I now get up every morning,ok I missed a couple,and I feel it in the end.But I get up 6:30am pray and read my bible and meditate on the Lord and all he has given and will bless me with..

My appt tuesday and a picture of you

Tuesday afternoon,I had a Dr's appt.Mommy was so nervous but I did very well. You are so loved and mommy has been neglecting you so much,by not bonding with you like I should.
At 1:30 pm the Dr said she was going to do a u/s and i got to see my beautiful baby.I'm sooo excited beyond belief you are growing so good.Your sister/brother's can not wait and your daddy constantly speaks to you and even rubs mommy's tummy.You are definately wanted by all.
Ok,so here is your picture just 10wks5days old in my tummy.
Mommy loves you

Pregnant pictures of our miracle baby

To my dear precious baby

Today I got to thinking maybe I should start to write to you,since by the time you'll be able to read this will be in quite a few years.
I remember the day your dad and I started to think our family was not yet completely done,but knew it would take a miracle from God to conceive you.
It took such a long road and many,many heartaches and dissappointments that sometimes mommy really did not believe God would grant us this one wish.I finally started to give in and say ok God maybe we are not to have anymore children,so I'll just keep trying to be closer to my children and trying to really grow within you.It was hard,I won't say it wasn't because mommy's faith really took a toll on her.
In July we had gotten the word we finally were pregnant only to find out your brother/sister was not going to make it,unfortunately mommy and daddy's heart was yet once again heart broken.
We got through it,with alot of prayer,great friends and each other.
In December,daddy and I decided we'd try one more time,just in case God had in his heart to bring you to us,well on December 15th,we got the news that yes indeed we got pregnant.In the beginning it was touch and go but you hung on,we saw your little heart beat when you were 7wk1day old and i'm so thankful to God he showed us his mercy and gave you to us.

Our first picture of our baby bean

I'm proud to announce after cramping and light bleeding,we finally saw our precious little baby, with a heart beat of 130.I can not put in words what a relief this was. During Bible study this morning,I realized I had not entirely put my trust in God.I'm still in shock and mostly in shock that God actually answered our prayers and gave us this miracle child,and I had not been the faithful,but it wasn't until I learned to be content with what I had and not what I did not have.
So, here is our little baby bean.