Saturday, November 3, 2007

My first time at mommy hood

I guess you would say,I was very nervous about becoming a mommy at first. I was 19 yrs old when my first baby came, she was born January 15th,1989. I remember it very vivid,like it was yesterday. i was in active labor at home,and all day I kept thinking, I am not going to able to do this,but I did.I remember getting to the hospital around 6ish,then being admitted around 7pm, I remember the contractions were so intense,and the pain in my back was imbarrable.Well, it was about 8pm and it was time for my beautiful daughter to make her entrance into the world.It was time to push,and I kept saying I can't do it, my Aunt was there with me and just kept saying yes you can, well, I took my final push and there she came. This beautiful baby girl, weighing 6 lbz and 8 oz's, 19 inches long,with black hair, the most beautiful skin, she was laid on top of my chest and made her first poop on me, that was the joke of the night.I said real loud " I did it, I did it", I had my baby girl, I so long for.Her name is NicoleAmber Renae.